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〃then maybe your daemond be an animal thats good at hiding。 or one of those animals that looks like another; a butterfly that looks like a wasp; for disguise。 they must have creatures like that in your world; because we have; and were so much alike。〃
they walked on together in a friendly silence。 all around them the wide; clear morning lay limpid in the hollows and pearly blue in the warm air above。 as far as the eye could see; the great savanna rolled; brown; gold; buff…green; shimmering toward the horizon; and empty。 they might have been the only people in the world。
〃but its not empty really;〃 lyra said。
〃you mean that man?〃
〃no。 you know what i mean。〃
〃yes; i do。 i can see shadows in the grass。。。 maybe birds;〃 will said。
he was following the little darting movements here and there。 he found it easier to see the shadows if he didnt look at them。 they were more willing to show themselves to the corners of his eye; and when he said so to lyra; she said; 〃its negative capability。〃
〃whats that?〃
〃the poet keats said it first。 dr。 malone knows。 its how i read the alethiometer。 its how you use the knife; isnt it?〃
〃yes; i suppose it is。 but i was just thinking that they might be the daemons。〃
〃so was i; but。。。〃
she put her finger to her lips。 he nodded。
〃look;〃 he said; 〃theres one of those fallen trees。〃
it was marys climbing tree。 they went up to it carefully; keeping an eye on the grove in case another one should fall。 in the calm morning; with only a faint breeze stirring the leaves; it seemed impossible that a mighty thing like this should ever topple; but here it was。
the vast trunk; supported in the grove by its torn…up roots and out on the grass by the mass of branches; was high above their heads。 some of those branches; crushed and broken; were themselves as big around as the biggest trees will had ever seen; the crown of the tree; tight…packed with boughs that still looked sturdy; leaves that were still green; towered like a ruined palace into the mild air。
suddenly lyra gripped wills arm。
〃shh;〃 she whispered。 〃dont look。 im sure theyre up there。 i saw something move and i swear it was pan。。。〃
her hand was warm。 he was more aware of that than of the great mass of leaves and branches above them。 pretending to gaze vacantly at the horizon; he let his attention wander upward into the confused mass of green; brown; and blue; and there; she was right! ; there was a something that was not the tree。 and beside it; another。
〃walk away;〃 will said under his breath。 〃well go somewhere else and see if they follow us。〃
〃suppose they dont。。。 but yes; all right;〃 lyra whispered back。
they pretended to look all around; they set their hands on one of the branches resting on the ground; as if they were intending to climb; they pretended to change their minds; by shaking their heads and walking away。
〃i wish we could look behind;〃 lyra said when they were a few hundred yards away。
〃just go on walking。 they can see us; and they wont get lost。 theyll e to us when they want to。〃
they stepped off the black road and into the knee…high grass; swishing their legs through the stems; watching the insects hovering; darting; fluttering; skimming; hearing the million…voiced chorus chirrup and scrape。
〃what are you going to do; will?〃 lyra said quietly after theyd walked some way in silence。
〃well; ive got to go home;〃 he said。
she thought he sounded unsure; though。 she hoped he sounded unsure。
〃but they might still be after you;〃 she said。 〃those men。〃
〃weve seen worse than them; after all。〃
〃yes; i suppose。。。 but i wanted to show you jordan college; and the fens。 i wanted us to。。。〃
〃yeah;〃 he said; 〃and i wanted。。。 it would be good to go to cittagazze again; even。 it was a beautiful place; and if the specters are all gone。。。 but theres my mother。 ive got to go back and look after her。 i just left her with mrs。 cooper; and its not fair on either of them。〃
〃but its not fair on you to have to do that。〃
〃no;〃 he said; 〃but thats a different sort of not fair。 thats just like an earthquake or a rainstorm。 it might not be fair; but no ones to blame。 but if i just leave my mother with an old lady who isnt very well herself; then thats a different kind of not fair。 that would be wrong。 ive just got to go home。 but probably its going to be difficult to go back as we were。 probably the secrets out now。 i dont suppose mrs。 cooper will have been able to look after her; not if my mothers in one of those times when she gets frightened of things。 so shes probably had to get help; and when i go back; ill be made to go into some kind of institution。〃
〃no! like an orphanage?〃
〃i think thats what they do。 i just dont know。 ill hate it。〃
〃you could escape with the knife; will! you could e to my world!〃
〃i still belong there; where i can be with her。 when im grown up ill be able to look after her properly; in my own house。 no one can interfere then。〃
〃dyou think youll get married?〃
he was quiet for a long time。 she knew he was thinking; though。
〃i cant see that far ahead;〃 he said。 〃it would have to be someone who understands about。。。 i dont think theres any one like that in my world。 would you get married?〃
〃me too;〃 she said。 〃not to anyone in my world; i shouldnt think。〃
they walked on steadily; wandering toward the horizon。 they had all the time in the world: all the time the world had。
after a while lyra said; 〃you will keep the knife; wont you? so you could visit my world?〃
〃of course。 i certainly wouldnt give it to anyone else; ever。〃
〃dont look。。。” she said; not altering her pace。 〃there they are again。 on the left。〃
〃they are following us;〃 said will; delighted。
〃shh!〃
〃i thought they would。 okay; well just pretend now; well just wander along as if were looking for them; and well look in all sorts of stupid places。〃
it became a game。 they found a pond and searched among the reeds and in the mud; saying loudly that the daemons were bound to be shaped like frogs or water beetles or slugs; they peeled off the bark of a long…fallen tree at the edge of a string…wood grove; pretending to have seen the two daemons creeping underneath it in the form of earwigs; lyra made a great fuss of an ant she claimed to have trodden on; sympathizing with its bruises; saying its face was just like pans; asking in mock sorrow why it was refusing to speak to her。
but when she thought they were genuinely out of earshot; she said earnestly to will; leaning close to speak quietly:
〃we had to leave them; didnt we? we didnt have a choice really?〃
〃yes; we had to。 it was worse for you than for me; but we didnt have any choice at all。 because you made a promise to roger; and you had to keep it。〃
〃and you had to speak to your father again。。。〃
〃and we had to let them all out。〃
〃yes; we did。 im so glad we did。 pan will be glad one day; too; when i die。 we wont be split up。 it was a good thing we did。〃
as the sun rose higher in the sky and the air became warmer; they began to look for shade。 toward noon they found themselves on the slope rising toward the summit of a ridge; and when theyd reached it; lyra flopped down on the grass and said; 〃well! if we dont find somewhere shady soon。。。〃
there was a valley leading down on the other side; and it was thick with bushes; so they guessed there might be a stream as well。 they traversed the slope of the ridge till it dipped into the head of the valley; and there; sure enough; among ferns and reeds; a spring bubbled out of the rock。
they dipped their hot faces in the water and swallowed gratefully; and then they followed the stream downward; seeing it gather in miniature whirlpools and pour over tiny ledges of stone; and all the time get fuller and wider。
〃how does it do that?〃 lyra marveled。 〃theres no more water ing into it from anywhere else; but theres so much more of it here than up there。〃
will; watching the shadows out of the corner of his eye; saw them slip ahead; leaping over the ferns to disappear into the bushes farther down。 he pointed silently。
〃it just goes slower;〃 he said。 〃it doesnt flow as fast as the spring es out; so it gathers in these pools。。。 theyve gone in